Monday 14 February 2011

The Ideal

JAMIEShow Angel Gold
I love these shoes so much... It's JAMIEShow for their fashion dolls, obviously based on the insanely awesome Alexander McQueeen. If they were available in any si

JAMIEShow Angel Silver

Also available in gold, for the double torture, I could SEE them T.T The torture.
I've considered buying them anyway and simply display somewhere, but I think I will be able to restrain myself...

To make matters worse, they also have these shoes... Amazing... *sob, sob*

JAMIEShow Lady Gaga White

Waiting is so hard

I pretty much fail in writing any blog recently.
I also fail at my hobby - my Yrie and Galena are here for roughly a year now and the only thing I've done with them is change their clothes between the ones I've spent a small fortune on on the second market, while I was planning to sew for them myself.

Apart from the fact that I've lost my inner drive to create about half a decade ago to easier amusements, like online games, I also became afraid of failure. I can sense it every time I look at my sewing supplies box - I don't even want to try because I know I will fail, ie. I will not be able to sew what I'd like. Which is pretty normal when you are learning something new, but the feeling is paralyzing me for some reason. I really wish I had someone around to guide me through the first steps.

And I also hope that maybe Rosettes will be easier to handle for me because, while I love my bird girls, I am afraid they are not the right dolls for me. I love them, I think they are one of the most beautiful molds out there, but I somehow can't bring myself to stylize them, and I am also a bit afraid of handling Galena with how big she is and how her claws point in every possible direction...